superangrymonkey

Did you ever have one of those days when you just wanted to travel through your past and all the bits of mental memorabilia that you have collected from it and burn it all to ashes? I am kind of feeling that way today mostly because I am njot the person that I was six years ago. The fact of the matter is most people worth talking to started off a hell of a lot worse than they are now. I look at all of the things that are different about me now than they were then and it kind of makes me laugh because the me back then would probably beat the living hell out of me if he knew what he was going to grow up into.

That’s why when I talk to all of these depressed people who are having a rough time I always say the same thing. No matter how bad it seems it can always get worse. I mean that. I don’t understand even how someone could kill themselves that is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I say that because I have sunk pretty fucking deeply into the bowels of depression before and no matter how hopeless I’ve felt and how much I knew it was never going to end it always did eventually. If you feel like killing yourself and I mean like actually killing yourself and not just pretending to get attention like the little bitch you are see if your community has an outpatient service for you and talk to someone, it really does help.

Remember though, no matter how shitty you feel you are still responsible for your own behavior. That means all of the past people who did you wrong are not at fault for you becoming who you are and staying that way. The problem with most people is that they see who they are nowas an unchanging thing but the fact of the matter is who you are is an ever changing collection of data and behaviors that constantly updates and adapts to who it is. I am not saying that all of those people that hurt you or whatever are not at fault but I am saying that you have to learn to be able to let it all go. Sounds sick coming from the master of holding a grudge but once I vomit whatever I was thinking about onto the internet in one form or another I pretty much let it go.

So if your mommy and daddy didn’t love you enough or even worse you have to let it go, not forgive them because there are some people that are just totally undeserving of your compassion or forgiveness.

Now I have to add that it is good is you have people who are willing to support you through your time of need but you have to understand that if your time of need stretches on into eternity expect your circle of friends to get a little bit smaller. It isn’t because they hate you it is because hanging out with people that are bummed out all the time is pretty depressing you have to be willing to take a joke once in awhile like everyone else. That isn’t to say that your pain is a joke but sometimes the best thing to do is to laugh it off, not grin and bear it.

It makes me a little bit sick that some of the people out there in the world are telling me that depression is not a real illness when it claimed the lives of several of my friends.

So that is what I am doing today, listing some of the things I was versus what I am now.

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There is one thing I am more tired of hearing than anything else right now and that is people saying that we have some kind of responsibility to take care of those who are less fortunate than ourselves and they use the fact that these poor people have a shit load of kids who are not going to get the care they need. “Think about the kids!” They scream, and I have to tell you something; I did think about the kinds and I still don’t care. I know that sounds mean but try to bear with me while I explain myself for you idiots out there

By creating a class of people who are totally and utterly dependent on the government for survival you are begging not only for tax increase but also an army of people who vote Democrat. I am beginning to think that a lot of what is seen as helping the poor in this country is nothing more that one huge political maneuver. How’s that for cynical? What it all comes down to is votes and money.

Take for example the plans the left has to increase the taxation on the rich and give some of that money back to the lower classes. What do you think that is? It is taking money from people who are unlikely to vote for the left and giving more money to people who are more likely to vote Democrat. I know that seems impossible for some of you idealists out there to wrap your heads around but try to bear with me while I stick another one to you.

What are you going to do when you have all of this extra money flowing to the government and working only on helping the poor people? Is it the responsibility of rich people to take care of people who refuse to take care of themselves? If I take a person who is a problem do you think throwing money at the problem solves the problem? Like if I give a homeless guy five dollars one day and the next day I walk by him do you think he will not ask me for more money?

What I am saying here is that I believe that the number of people who need the government and expect the government to take care of them is growing by day. I know a lot of people respond to this by calling me paranoid. What it sounds like is people just want to give up what makes them responsible for their own lives.

That’s what all of this outcry for socialized medicine seems to mean for me. Hey guys lets really fuck up and give the government even more power. I don’t what the fuck you are talking about. What we need really is more people like myself who hold the government in absolute contempt. I am not afraid to make them accountable but I am one voice, we need more voices like my own so those fucks on capital Hill will hear you see?

Think about what you are saying to me right now. You want to take your healthcare and give it to the government who bankrupted social security. You want to take your healthcare and give it to the same government that you all claim you do not trust? What the fuck?

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Here is a couple of things more that just don’t sit too well with me about Hillary Clinton and the first is the fact that she continuously assures us of her qualifications for the job that she is applying for. My question is; how is she qualified? I mean, there have been a hell of a lot of first ladies and if all you have to do is fuck (or not fuck as the case may be) a president to be qualified to do the job then why haven’t any of the others decided to run? Come to think of it, what makes Hillary Clinton qualified to even be a senator really? Wow, way to drop the fucking ball New York. You may hate Bill Clinton and George Dubyah but he and Bill both were and are more qualified for the job than she is. Jeez.

So that is my challenge for all of you liberals out there who are planning on handing Hillary the reigns of power in this country. I want you to come up with one of Hillary’s great achievements that equates to she should be sitting in the oval office while her horny cracker husband philanders elsewhere. If you can name me one achievement that makes her qualified and is unique to Hillary like she says then I will admit I am wrong publicly but to tell you the truth, I am not the one who is in the wrong here.

I wasn’t going to bring up my next point but for completion of this thought I am. Hillary Clinton is not only applying for a job she is also trying to become a symbol, the face that America shows o the world. What do you think will define that symbol when Hillary gets in control and almost destroys this county because like it or not that is what is going to happen when she wins the election. Don’t get me wrong the American people have all the power in the world to stop it they simply refuse out of sheer cowardice.

If any of you young single women who plan on voting for Hillary simply because she is a woman want to hand in your vote registration cards now that would be great. I can’t believe that there are voters in this country that are so stupid as to not vote on an issue but the fact that someone doesn’t have a penis. What the fuck is wrong with you people? You all ought to be drug out into the street and shot you sick little cultists.

I am so tired of hearing people say “I just don’t think I am ready to put another republican back in office.” The republicans who are running for president are not George Bush, they are not related to George Bush, and they are not nearly as good looking as George Bush (lolz0rs) stfu and gtfo out political debate you baseless fucks.

It all comes down to the people refusing to hold the Government accountable for its actions and it is something that makes me sick if I think about it too long. I actually have to think of pretty things for awhile after I finish one of these blogs and that’s a joke . Seriously though Hillary is a poison.

She handles everything she does through focus groups and make for TV handlers and everything she says is soft and taken through them. This didn’t just start when she decided to run for president either; she has been doing this for years even when Billy Boy was the President. Fuck.

Have a nice day

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People Are Stupid

They really are. I the one thing I am more tired of than anything else is how they constantly applied their own morals to everyone else. I have a big problem with this because it is this mentality in individuals that leads to governments full of elected officials to become invasive. If you can’t see the connection between the two then you are absolutely worse off than I thought. The other thing I have to complain about is how poople need to constantly stick together in like minded little herds, amplifying the power of their stupidity by the hundreds.

It’s amazing what a little bit of isolation can do for the working mind. I’m not even joking, once you take a step away from you little circle of friends and start thinking for yourself you’d be amazed at how much smarter you actually become. That’s why I am beginning a study where I get a group of social butterflies to answer questions about social philosophy sit alone for three days a week instead of hanging with their friends for a month and then ask them the same questions regarding social philosophy. I am sure that I don’t need to tell you what will happen.

In other news someone has decided to possibly give the superangrymonkey an internet radio show. More news on that as it develops.

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